Sitting here is one of the main things that i like to do in my free time. Just because what else is there to do. I start to feel as though my life is going in the wrong direction big time. It is the most explainable thing that i can't even explain how it happens it just does. Sometime you just sit there and think in a the most weirdest way possible WHY! The question keeps popping into my head like a bullet just getting release after you pull the trigger. When you sit there with no mind thinking towards your mind you start to realize that something is really messed up in your life. You can't really explain what it all that you can see is that your facing Jail right in the face and there is nothing that you can do about it. I try my hardest to make myself better day by day but it just seems as though I'm not good enough for whatever life has in store for me. Kinda crazy if you were to ask me, but there is so much that i try to explain but i just can't because of certain things that stop me dead in my tracks. When you start to think about reality you will see that our system is fucked up. I know that it is cause i see it every day. The same old crap that just keep piling on top of itself. We make laws just to make people in control so that our government doesn't get seen for what they are actually doing. I see it all the time. You look outside your house and you start to see these laws that get put into affect. For example you have to have your car with fully registered and then you have to make sure that you have insurance for it or you just can't drive it. Then lets just say that you get pulled over and if you don't have just one of the things that i just said. Well, the cop is just going to be a brick and just impound your car. He doesn't care how much your sorry and that your not going to do it again. All that he cares about is getting the money that he need for his pay check. To be honest this place that i liked to call it home until the system had to fuck it up with all of these laws was a good place to live. I mean the crime wasn't so bad and there wasn't anything messed up about it. Now you look at it now. People like to over react about the stupidest things ever. I am very concerned about my family and not allowing crime into our town even though i just barely moved into this town. Kinda stupid if you ask me. But you know what the only thing that you can do is depend on the government. If they are going to place all of these laws into effect then you just listen to what they have to say that then they will make your life so much better. All you really have to do is milk off the state. If they are going to milk the money our of citizens that are stupid and don't know what the fuck is going on then they can be milked out. For the people that are smart about the government and they are willing to use that. They can milk whatever money they want out of the state cause our state if you must call it that. Is really rich and full of money. They have so much of it that they can support every single family in this valley ten times over. Yeah, and they say that they are broke yeah bull shit right there. That is just my opinion on our government I like to share alot of my views about our government just because it is the most fucked up system out there. But all well i am just going to pass out and sleep about it and hopefully there will be a better life out there then just this bunch of crap if not then all well i enjoyed something about life but other things i didn't. That is all i have to say on the topic today. 

Coming to school on a good Friday really does make the most of your week. The sun is shining outside and the only thing that is going through my mind is how am i going to enjoy the weekend. Really i don't know how i am, but I'm hoping that it is going to be fun as heck. It is cool because I'm a minor and the only thing that i can't wait to happen is me turning 18 which will be the shit. Then i can start building up my credit and then after that i will be done with everything else. So right now i'm just sitting here I just walked from my buddies house to come to school and everything to me seems like it is going to be a good day. Just because of what happened last night. Lets just say that i slept like a baby and there was nothing else i could hope for. I'm so hungry right now to be honest. The thing is i don't have any fucking money. So yeah I'm almost done with my web site wait wait i will never be done with it cause i've got so much more to work on with it. So basically i will be doing it for the rest of my life haha. But yeah peace foos